tak letak title pun takpe kan?

Rase cam nak tules sumthing. Tapi tak sure pasal ape.
Lately banyak up and down. And so far none of it yang bole bagi diri ni goyang lagi.
Stabil la kot.
Ade sumber2 yang kadang2 bile tengok and bace bole buat kepale ni fikir 8kali.
Betul ke ape aku buat ni. Benda2 yang datang dari source macam tu la yang buat goyang sikit. It's been wut?5-6months? Takde la lame mane sangat. Tapi bile ade terbace ayat2 yang kadang2 ade kebenaran die, down sekejap.
Keluar la persoalan2 yang pelik2.
Rasa macam statement tu agak tepat(tak kate betol). Rase cam diri ni buang benda yang ade depan mata, benda yang dah ade, and carik benda yang tak kan dapat. End up. Cam ni la. Empty. Zero. Kosong. Sifar. And perkataan2 yang sesuai dengannya. Huhu.
Tatau la nak gelak sorang2 or simpati dengan diri sendiri.
Ape motif pun tatau la. Macam cube nak prove sumthing but setakat ni tak nampak lagi ape yang cube nak dibukti kan? Nak tunjuk yang i don't give a damn pasal things camtu?? Maybe. Tapi tipu la kot. Semua orang ade feelin, ryte?
Sooner or later akan sedar jugak yang benda tu harus ada.
Well. Setakat ni tak goyang mane lagi. Kalau goyang pun setakat 3,4minit je la kot. Pastu kene abaikan da. Takleh nak layan sangat.
Bila dah sedar yang diri ni kosong je, the only thing yang bole buat is percaya kat diri sendiri. Percaya dengan ape yang aku buat ni betul. I hope so. If not. Kena jugak percaya. Huhu. Dah tak bole nak elak.
Orang cakap bile da buat keputusan tu kite kena belajar terima ape yang jadi and kenyataan lepas tu. And i believed "cakap orang" tu betol. Kan?
So, come wut may. Good or bad. Tah la. Tak nampak lagi setakat ni.
Life ni kadang2 kejam, tak adil. Tapi ade pengajaran dari situ. Tuhan bukan saje2 nak uji kite.
I'm trying to be nice. With everything. World, life, everyone, to environment kat sekeliling.
We'll see ape jadi nanti. Let it be. Nak tengok jugak jauh mane diri ni bole tahan. Or jatuh kat tengah jalan. Huhu. Jatuh perkara biase. Dah jatuh bangun jela. Tak "susah" mane kot. Hoho.
Takpe2. Biar la kosong camni. "Believe in urself lan". Nak bawak benda ni je. And tengok jauh mane boleh pegi.=)
Life ni tuhan bagi kite matahari. Bile tuhan sorok matahari tu, die datang kan kita petir and guruh. Tapi kite patut sedar. After tu tuhan bagi kite pelangi. Cantik kan? betol x bnde nih? Walaupun curik kenyataan ni dari temapt laen. Tapi for me benda tu betol. Tapi kalau tuhan tu nak bagi ribut yang panjang. Redha jela. Huhu.

Wah! Panjang plak rase post kali ni. Takpe. Bukan selalu.
Cite sket pasal benda laen.
To you, Yes , you. gudluck kat sane. Hope u're doing well. I wish u all d best. Semoga selamat pergi and selamat pulang. Take care kat tempat orang. Huhu.
p/s : I saw good progress at ur page. Told u it's gonna be just fine. Rugi tak bet haritu. Huhu =p

End of post.

*I don't need gf. I need soulmate.

OR..Bole x??

2.11 a.m

Takde pape pun nak tules.
Pc meletup.
Now terpakse gune bantuan tambahan.
Nak update tapi takde story.
So meracau je la sorang2.

Start sem baru.
Kelas tak masuk lagi.
Jadual tah macam ape.
Subject pun tak approve lagi.
Ape slow sangat MFI nih.

Cite2 laen?
Tah la.
Ade je dalam kepale nih.
Tapi cam tengah blurr sket2.
Adoii..Tak paham.

Semua benda macam tergantung. Kenape eh?
Cam pantun 5kerat je kat atas nih.Tapi takde pembayang, takde maksud and takde irama. Hahaha.

Be good good godo gdoo doog dogo.HAh!

Dreams and truth

Dream is always beautiful.

Everything seems nice.

Life is OK at this point.

Wondering how far could it last.

And what will be the end.

But the truth.

I know I'm playin wit fire.

I'll get 2 burn.

Soon...


Be good =)

and still so far

So close
Jon McLaughlin



You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two

So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching
that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend

Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

Oh, How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend

Let's go on dreaming
though we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far



Be good =)

11th july.

Be good =)

friday.

hey its friday!

time to wake up.




Be good =)